Free Him, My Heart and My Mind``

Everything gonna write a full stop``

Even though how hard I've tried``

But I am not the one``

I always find the way to let you feel happy``

But you just couldn't let me walk inside your heart``

I always told you as long as you're happy``then I'm happy too``

Finally you let me realize that``

Free you is the best way to makes you feel happy``

Because you don't need me inside your life``

How sarcastic? =)

Finally I understood what life you actually belongs to``

And the person weren't me``

But I knew`` she will understand you one day (:``

These days spent together with you used to be the greatest moment in my life``

I will keep it inside my heart``

Although I knew everything was fake``

But its okay``

Thanks for given me a dream that I've never thought would comes true``

Somehow``You've your own life``

Okay I'll let you go``

You've let me accepted the fact we're not meant to be``

A very last goodbye`` Andrew wong =)``

Just for YOU``

Well``have been a long period no blogging already``

Idk what should I do``maybe blogging is the best way to express what I'm feeling right now``

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I've never fall in love-crazy before you came into my life``

Baby...

You've affected me like no one else ever has``

You've made me feel like I've never felt before``

I just feel like a kid``I think about you all the time``

When I'm not with you``I want to be``

When I'm with you``I just cant get enough of you``

My whole world has been turning up side down`` I'm serious``

But somehow``I feel so glad you could honest to me at last``

Sometimes``I really wanna blame you``

Baby``you've hurt me``

You've affected my life``my mind``and my everythings``

But when I think bout the pain that you feel to her``

I couldn't angry you at all``

Because I knew how you feel``

How much you wish she is the one``needed you``be with you somehow``

Baby``so do I``

Since the day we together``

My day started with your name and my day stopped with your name``

I cant hold myself just thinking about you that how much I love you``

Love knows no reasons``love knows no lies``loves defines all reasons``

Love has no eyes``but my love for you is not blind``

I could see you inside my heart``

Baby``I just want to be around you``I wish you could hold me tight``

And be the luckiest person who kisses by you goodnight``

Another month``Another year``Another smile``Another tear``But there will never be``Another YOU``

You told me you love me``

But just a lil bit``

To me``you're just like a bird``

Because I love you``so whenever you wanna leave``I will choose to free you``

I just want to see you happy``

I really enjoyed every single moment spent together with you``

It was amazing``just like a very beautiful dreams come true``

Walking each days knowing that you're with me makes me feel loved already``

It was so romantic when you did showing appear``

Maybe I would never be the one as much you love``

But you're still treat me as your girl``

Then I will develop myself to be the best girlfriend ever``

I knew I'm not perfect``

And forget a person isn't easy``

I dont mind`` really dont mind``

Just keep her in your heart and you will feel better ``

Times proves everythings``

It has been a month now``through all the problem came our way``

You told me theres still a space for me inside your heart``

So I told you how I feel``I told you I love you back``

I'm happy that we still together``

I hope somehow I'm the one``

I will do whatever I can as long as you're REALLY happy``

I will stay with you through good and bad times``

Trust me``when I say ''I love you''``

Because I mean it from the bottom of my heart``

The moment we watch sunset together used to be the best best memory in my life``

Your smile is my sunrise``your kiss is my sunset``

To forget you is hard to do and to forget me is up to you``

If you asked me do you regret to be with me?``

My answer would be ''NEVER''

Because loving you is the greatest things that ever happened to me``

If love can be avoided by simply closing our eyes``

Then I'd not blink at all and I don't want to let a second pass having fallen out of love with you``

Theres another 12 months a year``30 days a month``7 days a week``24 hours a day``60 minutes an hour``

But only one like YOU in a lifetime``

What is love ?

Those who don't like it call it responsibility``

Those who play it call it a game``

Those who don't have it call it a dream``

Those who understood it call it destiny``

And me``I call it YOU``

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I knew that forget a person is really hard``

If so suffer `` no need forget then``

Since you've told me you still got feeling to me``

I hope you're not telling this just because of don't wanna let me feel hurt``

How much I wish to wake up everyday to the morning greetings from you``

The warmth of your lips on my cheek``

And the feel of your heart beating with mine``

Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you``

You may never see how much I care for you``

You may never hear how much I treasure you``

You may never feel how much I miss you``

Because only in here my heart can you see them true``

Baby you know``It's hard to say I'm okay because sometimes I'm not``

But it's easy to say I miss you because I knew that I really do``

They told me I could do anything if i put my mind into it``

Yet no matter how hard I try in all that I do``

I just can't take my mind off you``

I'm afraid ``really```

I'm afraid to close my eyes cause I might think of you``

I'm afraid to open them cause I might see nobody``

I'm afraid to move my lips cause I might speak of you``

I'm afraid to listen cause I might hear my heart fall for you``

Sometimes``caring for someone is easy but making someone care you is hard``

Baby``just text me whenever you need someone to accompany you``

I don't care if I'm your last opinion``

I just dont want you to cry alone``you know what I mean right?``

My biggest reward is to see you smile``know that you're happy``and feel you're LOVED``

I know life is sometimes cruel``

But thats why I'm here``to show you that life can be good when somebody cares``

Baby``I trust you for the last time``

What do you say`` we just forget thinking and go forward our heart to do whatever``

Let it be a chance for YOU and ME``

As times goes on ``

It would proves everythings include what life we actually belongs to``

And what do we need``

Andrew I love you (: ``

Life``

Seriously``lots incident happened nowadays``

Everythings reminded me times was really past very fast``

Besides``I hates arguement``

Please``SAFM!!!!!``

Am tired``

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Yeah``I was easily pissed off nowadays``

Especially to those ppl who always thinking too much around me``

Well``I'm not trying to mention who is that``

It was just too much these ppl around me nowadays``

Sorry it really makes me disappointed``

I know that was caring``

But please``do not take what ur think as the truth``

Thinking too much always makes you feel emo``

And ppl around you wont be happy``

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Sometimes``dk whats was going on would be better =)``

Mayb it sounds immature``

But that was the other way to protect ourself=)``

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Hey``stop thinking too much``stop argueing``

Thats ain't really cool``

Everythings happened out of the blue``

Yeah``this called lifes``

Life's really like this``

Seriously``I'd rather be home feeling blue``

Out of sight``out of mind``

I was afraid to know how its gotta going soon``

Tired to think bout that too``

Trying to be strong``hee``

Neways``no matter hows``

Really dont wanna see arguement anymore``

Stop thinking too much okay``

Everythings will be fine lastly =)``

Bravooooooooo ``

Went photo shooting today``

Freaking tired but damn fun``

hehehhehe```almost cant wear the gown``

Its time to diet aye :DDDDDDD```

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I feel damn damn highhhhhh todayyyy```

Guess who I met?``

The korean star 金贤重 :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD```

Yer I am just stand infront of him``

We shake hand and talked``

He sign for me btw:DDDDDDDDDDDDD```

OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!```

Neva tot that it will happen``

He is so so polite and look nice```

I'm totally fall for himmmm!!!!!!````

Kill me T_______________________T```

But too bad was his manager dont let him take photo ay :((``

Yer he stolen my heart :(((```

I'm tired``

I feel so so so tired``

Totally forgot who I am``

I tot it was been forgotten but actually not at all``

Facts is still always appeal in moir mind``

But I can't do anythings``

I wish I could``

Well``sometimes used to be very hate myself too``

Idk what to do``

I have totally lost moir mind``

Life's slightly sarcastic``

I'm sorry``just leave me alone :'((``

Coolio Sat``

Yesterday outtie with some old friends``

Really have a very long period dint see you guys``

Hey I feel so so high atm``

Yeah I miss ur guys so so freaking much``

Ur all just like moir family always talk to me when I'm down``

Tee hee``sang for 5 hours again``

Damn fun :DDDDDDDDDDDDD``

Seriously``ur all must take care yeah``

Get what I mean? hohohohohooh :DDDDDD``

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And yeah after that was took moir dinner with some others friends``

But ur guys was late T^T``

Hohohoho but its okay```

Just wanna say that``It was really fun when togetha with ur guys``

Do you know why?``

Because ur all is as psycho as me too!!!```BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA```

Dont blame me if ur see this :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD```

FRIENDS``thankss for appear in moirr life``

Lets enjoy our teen lifes and have fun togetha tee hee :DDDDDDDDDDDD```

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These days mood still remain the same actually``

But when I'm hang out with moirr friends``

Moods will turns better``

Because I really feel damn touching when I realize I still have lots bestiee around me``

Hehehehehhe``and lolo``everythings will be fine okay?``

Lets forget those unhappy memory together`` ILY =)``

Really feel so so satisfy to have lots friends around me``

Whateva happen``ur all is moir best best medicine forever =)``

BECKUAYYY``MAI MAI``LAI LAI``LOLO`` IVY``

ILYA :DDDDDDDDDDDD``

Ur all are the same stage ba hohohohohoo```

I know I have mentioned ur all lots times edy``

But I am seriouse aye``

Because ur all really appear in my mind every moment ♥ ``

Sure ur all feel damn touching now``hohohohohohoo``

Okay r I'm really seriouse`` Ciaoooo :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD````

Awesome Days``

Tee hee``yesterday was lolo's b'day``

We used to be wearing same top :DDDDDD``

And yeah guess what?``

Finally!!!!``all of us hang out together again``

Really have a long time neva out and party together edy man``

Its was really freaking freaking FUN!!!``

Even lastly the party was delayed``

But its okay hun =)``

I am really really get high today``

Not because of the venue or f&b``

It was just because of UR ALL :DDDDDDD``

Really cant imagine that how we celebrate our b'day party next year``

Hopes that we all are still together =)``

Seriously``moir BFFL``

I LOVE ur all fucking much``

Please``lets enjoy every moment that can spent togetha with bestiee``

Tee hee``It was really cool aye :DDDDDD```

Well``please not to forget that``FRIENDS ARE FOREVER!!!!``

So``Be STRONG``Be WILD``Be COOL``and Be URSELF!!!!!!``

Mai mai``lolo``lai lai``Vyvy``BFFL FOREVER :DDDDDDDDDDDD```

And yeah Lolo``Happy B'day wish ur boobs bigger day to day```

MUAFAAFAFAFAFFAFAFAFAA:DDDDDDDDDDD``

B F F L ♥

The definiens of beauty``

Well``idk why I'm so emo these days``

I'm sick maybe?``hehehhehe``

Just feel likes I needa change``

Needa have some improvement for moir outer yet inner part``

Do you know what I mean? :)``

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Well``before start this topic``

I wanna let ur know that``

I am not mention bout how pretty am I or how beautiful am I``

NEVER mention bout that``

This is just a definations``

Since I realize that nowadays moir expression skill not really fine``

Nowadays started realize that pretty and beautiful ain't the same``

Howsoever I dress like `` It was just a lil part of me but not moir overall``

So``I really highly hope myself can become the one's beautiful more than pretty``

Not from appearance but from the deepest part :DD``

Besides``pretty usually use to be those girl who are really pretty``

But ppl will neva mention that ur beautiful at the same times``

So which one ur expect to be?``

Hehehehehhe``I am just an ordinary girl``

But I highly trust that if you have a kindhearted``

Then ur the most beautiful girlss infront of ur friends or just errbody around you``

Trust me``they will notice you :DDDDDDDD``

I know errbody can do it``

Well`` even I'm not good enough tho``

But I believe I can do it one dayssss T___________T``

And you'll realize that was really cool ever :DDDDDDDDDD``

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Besides``I feel really glad atm``

Yeah``moir friends was back``

Really feel so suprised``

Hehehehhee``I've learn something from you``

Friends are forever``It just depends on you wanna trust it or not?``

Nobody can steal ur friends``

Even neva meet but its ok``

Trust me``really doesn't matter``

No guessing `` Just tryna feel them with ur hearts``

And share ur sadness or happyness togetha``

This called friends``

Really felicitate that I didn't give up``

Yay this was moir persistance``HAHAHAHHAHAA``

Neways``no matter ur moir rl friends or online friends``

I dont care``Because I trust``

Hey moir bestieee``not jealouss r``

Seriosly``I love ur all so so so fucking muchhhhh :DDDDDDDDDD``

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Well``share moir story untill here``

Hehehhehe``rememba cherish what ur all got``

And notice for the next updateeeee``MUAFAAFAFAFAFFA``:DDDDDDDD````

Naughty Sat Night``

Went bed ytd``

Well damn fun seriously we all drink until 6am``

Ytd I used to be curl hair``

It looks stunning :DDDDDDDDD``

I love it seriously``

But idk just girls say str is nicer and boys say curl is nicer``

LOL``which one?``

The conclusion is BOTH ```tee hee :DDDDDDDDDDD```

Well really damn fun with ur guyss``

HAHAHAHAH``look forward to the next step out :DDDDDDDDDDD```

Bored``

Rah rah rah`` Feel so boredd``

Tried some new make up``

Well that is quite FRESH and NEW``

LOL``but just feel a lil bit weirdo``

Doesn't look like me aye -.-``

Hahahahaha w.e. ``

Neways``still panic bout what I gonna wear this coming sat``

Both also very nice but Idk which better :DDDDD```

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Finally``the gift was delivered``

OMG``unbelievable it arrived so damn fastt``

Yay!!``skynet ily :DDDDD```

Well``hope you like it``

I dont wanna losee a PSYCHO friend like you```

Seriously idk how's the gift now``

You keep it? Or just throw it away T^T``LOL``

Hahahahaha``as long as it not return to me -.-``

LOL``come back asap na``

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I love this coming month so so muchh ayee``

An extraordinary month!!!``

Hehehehhe``guess what?``

Gonna training with lolo soon :DDDDD``

OMG``can't wait for this coming sat!!``

w00ts``this year is such a fool but fucking cool !!!``

Should I hate or love it?``Seriously``just on and off -.-``

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Btw`` those asshole stop look down on me``

I can handle it``

No kidding``

If you can't``pls STFU :DDDDDDDDDDDDD``

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w00ts``talked a lots crap today *0*``

Well``Good night mai mai ``lai lai``lolo``and fee fee :DDDDDDD```

Psycho evening``

Swim swim with lolo``

Rah rah rahhhh```

Besides``lolo face became darker yet moir back body too =((``

We ate a lots these dayss``

And spent a lotss $$``

Needa diet diet diet!!!```

Control our expensess!!!!!``

Happy B'dayyyyy```

HAPPY B'DAYYYYYYYYYY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD````

Silent's Wee Hours``

Was a back-busting night``

Very sad these days``

Well actually I have lots things wanna write here``

But idk`` Idk what should I write right now``

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Errbody can share lots things with their bestiee``

Well last time I do``

Neva tot that it will just disappear without any notice``

I have totally forgotten what is joy``

We pass a lots things ``

Such as we both r keep waiting for the parcel``

I still rememba the feel when I receive it``

Is very very happy & excited``

And I remember ur same too``

I tot that you told me before wont leave us``

Mayb you have ur mentality``

But did you ever think bout us?

How bout susyyy``How bout ROnnie? And How bout me????``

Friends shouldn't be like thiss ``

Wanna find a real person that can communicate with is so difficult``

Mayb others neva meet also``

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Even the times proves that ur gone``

But evidence wont be correct everytime``

We won't care bout that k?``

Susyyy is waiting you here too``

We dont wanna lost you this friendsss``

Mayb we must just let you go``

But now I'm start to realise reason is really hide in time``

Please not to forget us``

You can't do that``

Haihz``sure you always late to uni these days``

You can come back to turn ON ur alarm clock anytime``

Nono``is our alarm clock ``

Well he is so noob now``dono how to wake ppl anymore-.-``

Ok thats it :DDDDDDDDDD``

Outtie =D ``

w00ts``go to k box again aye!!``

and metro!!``

Today was so happy =D``

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After went coffee bean together with CAMELIA CHUA EE JIUN``

Ta daa``we took a lots psycho photo``

Damn fun``Hehehehhe``





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Well``I guess my pc is something wrong now``

The cursor are keep on blinking when I using firefox``

OMFG!!``somebody help me please =(``

Simple``

Went to redo moir IC yesterday``

Just apply a very light make up atm``

OMG``I really not suit about that``

It makes me looks like a kids tho``

Weirdo aye``

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Btw I am just wondering why I wanna tie up moir hair``

The photo looks so noob man -.-``

I wont tie it up anymore when renew moir IC next year !!``

LOL``I swear T^T``

Story of moir life``

Last time started blogging was because I saw a lots of ppl blogging so I think its fun =)``

At first``I just post everything bout moir life in here``

But then nowadays I feel that I was addicted on blogging``

That isn't because it was fun or other thing else``

Do you know what I mean?

I started realize how to express moir own humor``

Soever it was amused or hurt alternative``

I also can post over here as a recordation``

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Besides``I never thought that anyone will view moir blog``

In facts``really feel so so suprised that actually have lots of ppl are viewing moir blog``

Tee hee``I ain't a nobody!!``

Even one day truer no one view moir post``

Still have some ppl are wont stop viewing moir post in this way!!``

Haha``as long as I am fucking sure that CAMELIA CHUA EE JIUN are one of them :D``

w00ts``LOLO and CHAU LU too =)``

Of course``baobei``ling``wenwen``sushio``evee``xiaosimm``

LOL``I know ur all r spying me *evil*``

What I wanna say is``Man!!``I FUCKING LOVE MOIR LIFE AYE :D``

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And yet``there still got a flesh and blood have to affront``

Damn!!``I have ate kfc dinner plate for a week edy!!``

I really dont dare count how much caloriess are hide inside moir body``

OMG``I am seriouse man -.-``

Tho everytime also set one's mind on diet``

But when those food are infront of me``I was totally lose control``

However``I will start control moirself from now on!!``

Nah``never try to lead on me``:D``

I know that I can do that``

YES I can =D``

Jolin``

Was went to see Jolin's show at 1 borneo yesterday``

Well``It was a lots of ppl over there``

Of course``CAMELIA CHUA EE JIUN too =D``

I stand over there since 6.30pm``

But then Jolin come out the stage around 8.40 aye``

And those people infront of me keep turning around``fucking shyt aye!!``

WTF``moir leg was freaking pain man``

Somemore we dint eat anything``

After that actually wanna go new york to take our dinner``

But that was too far and my leg is gotta break off``

LOL``so we change the venue to kenny roger``

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After that we all go to our car and prepare to go home``

Ewww``UNBELIEVABLE man!!!``really freaking jam tho -.-``

We sitting inside the car since 10pm and 11pm we r still staying at the same places``

The car never movess ya``

Erm``here is some photo I took yesterday``

Seriously``that was not clear``tee hee:D``

Freaking lame days``

Went rebonding and dye my hair today``

I arrive ther bout 2pm``

But I was wait until 8pm``

Haihz``but what to do``

LOL``what I was freaking sad is``

The fringe was not enough colour``

Needa redo *0*``

But seriously``I love this colour =)``



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Nowadays psycho ppl everywhere``

And a lots of busybody person``

I hate ppl who judge my style which they couldn't accept``

Jealousy wont makes you happy``

Ur just a freaking lame shyt``

Fucker get lost please``

I don't need ur agree to do what I wanna do``

Because I dont like you too !! ``