Free Him, My Heart and My Mind``

Everything gonna write a full stop``

Even though how hard I've tried``

But I am not the one``

I always find the way to let you feel happy``

But you just couldn't let me walk inside your heart``

I always told you as long as you're happy``then I'm happy too``

Finally you let me realize that``

Free you is the best way to makes you feel happy``

Because you don't need me inside your life``

How sarcastic? =)

Finally I understood what life you actually belongs to``

And the person weren't me``

But I knew`` she will understand you one day (:``

These days spent together with you used to be the greatest moment in my life``

I will keep it inside my heart``

Although I knew everything was fake``

But its okay``

Thanks for given me a dream that I've never thought would comes true``

Somehow``You've your own life``

Okay I'll let you go``

You've let me accepted the fact we're not meant to be``

A very last goodbye`` Andrew wong =)``

Just for YOU``

Well``have been a long period no blogging already``

Idk what should I do``maybe blogging is the best way to express what I'm feeling right now``

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I've never fall in love-crazy before you came into my life``

Baby...

You've affected me like no one else ever has``

You've made me feel like I've never felt before``

I just feel like a kid``I think about you all the time``

When I'm not with you``I want to be``

When I'm with you``I just cant get enough of you``

My whole world has been turning up side down`` I'm serious``

But somehow``I feel so glad you could honest to me at last``

Sometimes``I really wanna blame you``

Baby``you've hurt me``

You've affected my life``my mind``and my everythings``

But when I think bout the pain that you feel to her``

I couldn't angry you at all``

Because I knew how you feel``

How much you wish she is the one``needed you``be with you somehow``

Baby``so do I``

Since the day we together``

My day started with your name and my day stopped with your name``

I cant hold myself just thinking about you that how much I love you``

Love knows no reasons``love knows no lies``loves defines all reasons``

Love has no eyes``but my love for you is not blind``

I could see you inside my heart``

Baby``I just want to be around you``I wish you could hold me tight``

And be the luckiest person who kisses by you goodnight``

Another month``Another year``Another smile``Another tear``But there will never be``Another YOU``

You told me you love me``

But just a lil bit``

To me``you're just like a bird``

Because I love you``so whenever you wanna leave``I will choose to free you``

I just want to see you happy``

I really enjoyed every single moment spent together with you``

It was amazing``just like a very beautiful dreams come true``

Walking each days knowing that you're with me makes me feel loved already``

It was so romantic when you did showing appear``

Maybe I would never be the one as much you love``

But you're still treat me as your girl``

Then I will develop myself to be the best girlfriend ever``

I knew I'm not perfect``

And forget a person isn't easy``

I dont mind`` really dont mind``

Just keep her in your heart and you will feel better ``

Times proves everythings``

It has been a month now``through all the problem came our way``

You told me theres still a space for me inside your heart``

So I told you how I feel``I told you I love you back``

I'm happy that we still together``

I hope somehow I'm the one``

I will do whatever I can as long as you're REALLY happy``

I will stay with you through good and bad times``

Trust me``when I say ''I love you''``

Because I mean it from the bottom of my heart``

The moment we watch sunset together used to be the best best memory in my life``

Your smile is my sunrise``your kiss is my sunset``

To forget you is hard to do and to forget me is up to you``

If you asked me do you regret to be with me?``

My answer would be ''NEVER''

Because loving you is the greatest things that ever happened to me``

If love can be avoided by simply closing our eyes``

Then I'd not blink at all and I don't want to let a second pass having fallen out of love with you``

Theres another 12 months a year``30 days a month``7 days a week``24 hours a day``60 minutes an hour``

But only one like YOU in a lifetime``

What is love ?

Those who don't like it call it responsibility``

Those who play it call it a game``

Those who don't have it call it a dream``

Those who understood it call it destiny``

And me``I call it YOU``

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I knew that forget a person is really hard``

If so suffer `` no need forget then``

Since you've told me you still got feeling to me``

I hope you're not telling this just because of don't wanna let me feel hurt``

How much I wish to wake up everyday to the morning greetings from you``

The warmth of your lips on my cheek``

And the feel of your heart beating with mine``

Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you``

You may never see how much I care for you``

You may never hear how much I treasure you``

You may never feel how much I miss you``

Because only in here my heart can you see them true``

Baby you know``It's hard to say I'm okay because sometimes I'm not``

But it's easy to say I miss you because I knew that I really do``

They told me I could do anything if i put my mind into it``

Yet no matter how hard I try in all that I do``

I just can't take my mind off you``

I'm afraid ``really```

I'm afraid to close my eyes cause I might think of you``

I'm afraid to open them cause I might see nobody``

I'm afraid to move my lips cause I might speak of you``

I'm afraid to listen cause I might hear my heart fall for you``

Sometimes``caring for someone is easy but making someone care you is hard``

Baby``just text me whenever you need someone to accompany you``

I don't care if I'm your last opinion``

I just dont want you to cry alone``you know what I mean right?``

My biggest reward is to see you smile``know that you're happy``and feel you're LOVED``

I know life is sometimes cruel``

But thats why I'm here``to show you that life can be good when somebody cares``

Baby``I trust you for the last time``

What do you say`` we just forget thinking and go forward our heart to do whatever``

Let it be a chance for YOU and ME``

As times goes on ``

It would proves everythings include what life we actually belongs to``

And what do we need``

Andrew I love you (: ``

Life``

Seriously``lots incident happened nowadays``

Everythings reminded me times was really past very fast``

Besides``I hates arguement``

Please``SAFM!!!!!``

Am tired``

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Yeah``I was easily pissed off nowadays``

Especially to those ppl who always thinking too much around me``

Well``I'm not trying to mention who is that``

It was just too much these ppl around me nowadays``

Sorry it really makes me disappointed``

I know that was caring``

But please``do not take what ur think as the truth``

Thinking too much always makes you feel emo``

And ppl around you wont be happy``

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Sometimes``dk whats was going on would be better =)``

Mayb it sounds immature``

But that was the other way to protect ourself=)``

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Hey``stop thinking too much``stop argueing``

Thats ain't really cool``

Everythings happened out of the blue``

Yeah``this called lifes``

Life's really like this``

Seriously``I'd rather be home feeling blue``

Out of sight``out of mind``

I was afraid to know how its gotta going soon``

Tired to think bout that too``

Trying to be strong``hee``

Neways``no matter hows``

Really dont wanna see arguement anymore``

Stop thinking too much okay``

Everythings will be fine lastly =)``

Bravooooooooo ``

Went photo shooting today``

Freaking tired but damn fun``

hehehhehe```almost cant wear the gown``

Its time to diet aye :DDDDDDD```

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I feel damn damn highhhhhh todayyyy```

Guess who I met?``

The korean star 金贤重 :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD```

Yer I am just stand infront of him``

We shake hand and talked``

He sign for me btw:DDDDDDDDDDDDD```

OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!```

Neva tot that it will happen``

He is so so polite and look nice```

I'm totally fall for himmmm!!!!!!````

Kill me T_______________________T```

But too bad was his manager dont let him take photo ay :((``

Yer he stolen my heart :(((```

I'm tired``

I feel so so so tired``

Totally forgot who I am``

I tot it was been forgotten but actually not at all``

Facts is still always appeal in moir mind``

But I can't do anythings``

I wish I could``

Well``sometimes used to be very hate myself too``

Idk what to do``

I have totally lost moir mind``

Life's slightly sarcastic``

I'm sorry``just leave me alone :'((``

Coolio Sat``

Yesterday outtie with some old friends``

Really have a very long period dint see you guys``

Hey I feel so so high atm``

Yeah I miss ur guys so so freaking much``

Ur all just like moir family always talk to me when I'm down``

Tee hee``sang for 5 hours again``

Damn fun :DDDDDDDDDDDDD``

Seriously``ur all must take care yeah``

Get what I mean? hohohohohooh :DDDDDD``

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And yeah after that was took moir dinner with some others friends``

But ur guys was late T^T``

Hohohoho but its okay```

Just wanna say that``It was really fun when togetha with ur guys``

Do you know why?``

Because ur all is as psycho as me too!!!```BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA```

Dont blame me if ur see this :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD```

FRIENDS``thankss for appear in moirr life``

Lets enjoy our teen lifes and have fun togetha tee hee :DDDDDDDDDDDD```

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These days mood still remain the same actually``

But when I'm hang out with moirr friends``

Moods will turns better``

Because I really feel damn touching when I realize I still have lots bestiee around me``

Hehehehehhe``and lolo``everythings will be fine okay?``

Lets forget those unhappy memory together`` ILY =)``

Really feel so so satisfy to have lots friends around me``

Whateva happen``ur all is moir best best medicine forever =)``

BECKUAYYY``MAI MAI``LAI LAI``LOLO`` IVY``

ILYA :DDDDDDDDDDDD``

Ur all are the same stage ba hohohohohoo```

I know I have mentioned ur all lots times edy``

But I am seriouse aye``

Because ur all really appear in my mind every moment ♥ ``

Sure ur all feel damn touching now``hohohohohohoo``

Okay r I'm really seriouse`` Ciaoooo :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD````

Awesome Days``

Tee hee``yesterday was lolo's b'day``

We used to be wearing same top :DDDDDD``

And yeah guess what?``

Finally!!!!``all of us hang out together again``

Really have a long time neva out and party together edy man``

Its was really freaking freaking FUN!!!``

Even lastly the party was delayed``

But its okay hun =)``

I am really really get high today``

Not because of the venue or f&b``

It was just because of UR ALL :DDDDDDD``

Really cant imagine that how we celebrate our b'day party next year``

Hopes that we all are still together =)``

Seriously``moir BFFL``

I LOVE ur all fucking much``

Please``lets enjoy every moment that can spent togetha with bestiee``

Tee hee``It was really cool aye :DDDDDD```

Well``please not to forget that``FRIENDS ARE FOREVER!!!!``

So``Be STRONG``Be WILD``Be COOL``and Be URSELF!!!!!!``

Mai mai``lolo``lai lai``Vyvy``BFFL FOREVER :DDDDDDDDDDDD```

And yeah Lolo``Happy B'day wish ur boobs bigger day to day```

MUAFAAFAFAFAFFAFAFAFAA:DDDDDDDDDDD``

B F F L ♥